Tumblr (3.0; @youcantrustathief)http://youcantrustathief.tumblr.com/<p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://dearoldlove.tumblr.com/post/17369269918/to-talk-or-not">dearoldlove</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p><span>It kills me to talk to you. It kills me to not. </span></p> </blockquote>http://youcantrustathief.tumblr.com/post/17729531560http://youcantrustathief.tumblr.com/post/17729531560Thu, 16 Feb 2012 17:18:09 -0500<p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://dearoldlove.tumblr.com/post/17423506845/on-my-mind">dearoldlove</a>:</p> <blockquote> <div class="post_content" id="post_content_16569200281"> <p>I said nothing when you asked me what was on my mind while you were holding my hand so tight. I wanted to say, “Your girlfriend’s face,” or, “I should go,” but then I just sat there, and embraced the fact that you were holding my hand.</p> </div> <div class="clear"></div> <div class="avatar_and_i"></div> </blockquote>http://youcantrustathief.tumblr.com/post/17729396935http://youcantrustathief.tumblr.com/post/17729396935Thu, 16 Feb 2012 17:15:54 -0500<p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://dearoldlove.tumblr.com/post/17655432383/listing-away">dearoldlove</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p><span>I wish I could look at a list of all the reasons to hate you and actually hate you afterwards.</span></p> </blockquote>http://youcantrustathief.tumblr.com/post/17729152368http://youcantrustathief.tumblr.com/post/17729152368Thu, 16 Feb 2012 17:11:48 -0500<p>Everything reminds me of how alone and useless I am. <br/>This is why, sometimes, living is too painful.<br/>And no one knows.  </p>http://youcantrustathief.tumblr.com/post/15421633516http://youcantrustathief.tumblr.com/post/15421633516Fri, 06 Jan 2012 19:00:21 -0500<p><a href="http://dearoldlove.tumblr.com/post/15241636081/i-was-trying" class="tumblr_blog">dearoldlove</a>:</p> <blockquote><p>What makes me sad is that I will never be the one who truly broke your heart.</p></blockquote>http://youcantrustathief.tumblr.com/post/15421478516http://youcantrustathief.tumblr.com/post/15421478516Fri, 06 Jan 2012 18:57:24 -0500<p>You never wrote me poetry. </p>http://youcantrustathief.tumblr.com/post/15421144353http://youcantrustathief.tumblr.com/post/15421144353Fri, 06 Jan 2012 18:51:00 -0500<p>The sad thing is I thought I was doing so well. But most of the day I just think of you. I know that will fade eventually. But will I always feel like this when I&#8217;m sad. Will I always suffer this way. I just want to cry all the time. I am doomed and nothing good is coming. I thought I was getting over this. I know I am strong and I know I have a quiet determination to be all the things I KNOW I can be. This is just a blip. But I just feel so incredibly sad the majority of the time. How many more times can I tell myself things will change and I&#8217;ll be happy. I hate you for making me feel so weak and pathetic. I never used to be this person. Sad, depressed people will bore you and how long can you stick with that. Who will stand for that for too long. I can&#8217;t even stand it myself. You pity me and that&#8217;s what I hate the most. I don&#8217;t need your pity. This is a phase. Isn&#8217;t it. Oh please just be a phase. </p>http://youcantrustathief.tumblr.com/post/15421009805http://youcantrustathief.tumblr.com/post/15421009805Fri, 06 Jan 2012 18:48:27 -0500<p><span>I so desperately wanted to run. <br/>Run right off the face of the earth.<br/> And drop into the abyss. </span></p> <p><span>-b/h</span></p>http://youcantrustathief.tumblr.com/post/15420523242http://youcantrustathief.tumblr.com/post/15420523242Fri, 06 Jan 2012 18:39:14 -0500<p><span>Everything was so loud around me. <br/>Yet I have never felt so quiet.<br/> Not even the beating of my heart <br/>could rouse any sense of belonging or life in me.<br/> I was numb.</span></p> <p><span>The room was full but I was completely alienated from the merriment.</span></p> <p>Couldn&#8217;t I just die there and then? </p> <p>-b/h </p>http://youcantrustathief.tumblr.com/post/15420481231http://youcantrustathief.tumblr.com/post/15420481231Fri, 06 Jan 2012 18:38:26 -0500<p><img src="http://media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lxehdhJ0Z51r5sq2o.jpg"/></p>http://youcantrustathief.tumblr.com/post/15420157821http://youcantrustathief.tumblr.com/post/15420157821Fri, 06 Jan 2012 18:32:12 -0500<p>I hope you don&#8217;t find this.<br/>I hope I remain anonymous.<br/>You can read it but you don&#8217;t know me.<br/>Not really.<br/>Even if you think you do, you don&#8217;t<br/>at all.<br/>I am a secret <br/>and this is my hiding place.  </p>http://youcantrustathief.tumblr.com/post/15420078544http://youcantrustathief.tumblr.com/post/15420078544Fri, 06 Jan 2012 18:30:39 -0500